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Jan. 6th, 2006 09:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It is time for the people I love to stop having shitty stuff happen to them for just a little while. No health problems, no family arguments, no romantic entanglements gone all knotted, no school struggles, no work idiocies, no artistic woes, no deeply difficult decisions, no political evils, no technology wonkiness, no home repairs, no car accidents, no missing loved ones, no feeling helpless, no long stupid meetings, no losing their keys, no back spasms, no toe stubbing, no running out of milk halfway over a bowl of cereal, no oranges gone bad in the bottom of the kid's backpack. Just no more, okay universe? Just for a little bit.
Now watch: everybody I love will have an absolutely stellar quarter of an hour between 3:30 and 3:45 a.m., their local time, and most of them will be asleep, and the ones who are awake will not have reason to notice that they played three perfect games of solitaire, their ice water didn't taste of rust, and the printer didn't jam.
I'm so tired. Almost everyone I know is so tired, too. On the up side, I have more good people to love and worry about than any one woman could expect. That really does count for something.
Now watch: everybody I love will have an absolutely stellar quarter of an hour between 3:30 and 3:45 a.m., their local time, and most of them will be asleep, and the ones who are awake will not have reason to notice that they played three perfect games of solitaire, their ice water didn't taste of rust, and the printer didn't jam.
I'm so tired. Almost everyone I know is so tired, too. On the up side, I have more good people to love and worry about than any one woman could expect. That really does count for something.
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Date: 2006-01-07 03:28 am (UTC)::eyes clock:: 03.27
::waits::
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Date: 2006-01-07 01:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-07 03:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-07 01:54 pm (UTC)Really my own Friday evening was quite nice aside from being overtired; it featured a silly movie, and people I love who love me back, and also German food with plenty upon plenty of mushrooms in it. It was mostly coming back to read lj and having to meep at some of the stuff in my friends' lives.
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Date: 2006-01-07 06:21 am (UTC)did january suck this much last year? i mean, i was basically in a coma last january, due to getting ready for the divorce, but other than the bit where i too frequently pondered how much you have to cry before you throw up i don't recall it sucking this badly.
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Date: 2006-01-07 01:56 pm (UTC)I can't say December looked a lot better, though. It just seems like a lot of people I know are going through some pretty rough times.
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Date: 2006-01-07 04:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-08 08:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-09 02:36 pm (UTC)