Ten years.
Mar. 29th, 2008 07:12 amTen years ago today, Gustavus Adolphus College and the rest of St. Peter, MN, were hit by a tornado. Like most of the students, I was away on spring break. I believe that this directly caused the zero fatality rate among the college students -- we all saw how people behaved when the sirens went off for previous events. If we'd all been around, there'd have been someone who was finishing a sociology paper, someone else who was just going to have a look.
I didn't learn so much from the tornado as from its aftermath, which seemed to stretch on forever. I guess the main thing was, there's no natural disaster so bad that the behavior of humans afterwards can't mitigate at least some of it for some people -- and there's no natural disaster so bad that the behavior of humans afterwards can't make it significantly worse. Primates are like that, I guess.
It feels like a decade. It really does. Close and yet distant, that's what decades feel like. I'm not getting out my old journals to bring the anguish and the worry closer or to feel more distant from that teenage girl. I don't want to relive, and I don't want to forget. Remembering is the right compromise between the two.
I didn't learn so much from the tornado as from its aftermath, which seemed to stretch on forever. I guess the main thing was, there's no natural disaster so bad that the behavior of humans afterwards can't mitigate at least some of it for some people -- and there's no natural disaster so bad that the behavior of humans afterwards can't make it significantly worse. Primates are like that, I guess.
It feels like a decade. It really does. Close and yet distant, that's what decades feel like. I'm not getting out my old journals to bring the anguish and the worry closer or to feel more distant from that teenage girl. I don't want to relive, and I don't want to forget. Remembering is the right compromise between the two.
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Date: 2008-03-29 01:43 pm (UTC)The summer I was in Ohio doing a physics REU, one of the guys with me was a walking stereotype of a macho New York Italian-American boy, how you doin', barrel chest and jeans/white tank top and like that. (Except, you know, for the physicist part. Also I have no idea how stereotypical it is to get existential when drunk; I haven't closely investigated that part of regional ethnic stereotypes.) And he was in a cold panic when the sirens went off the first time. Demanded that we take him to the airport right away. I said, "Oh yeah, that's smart, get in the air when there might be tornadoes around." His voice went up two and a half octaves. He was really, really not okay with this. And it was a tornado watch; it wasn't even a warning.
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Date: 2008-03-29 03:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-29 02:26 pm (UTC)Since I, too, am Minnesotan, I'm gonna have to offer you a chance to come storm chasing.
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Date: 2008-03-29 03:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-29 04:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-29 04:03 pm (UTC)A rather paler and more sunburn-prone one, but never mind that part.
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Date: 2008-03-29 02:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-29 03:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-29 06:39 pm (UTC)I don't think anyone's been hit by lightning there, ever.
The sirens go off pretty much randomly, and no one can tell the difference between one long blast (seek shelter fast!) and three short sounds (it's safe to be around!), so we just ignore them.
I have met people who think tornadoes happen all the time. I can't shake the feeling that tornadoes don't happen. This in spite of the fact that construction is still not done with after the 2006 tornado waltzed through the downtown.
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Date: 2008-03-30 03:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-31 03:30 am (UTC)I know that I found it heartbreaking just driving through St. Peter (during drives between Minneapolis and Sioux Falls or Sioux City).
I once had someone riding with me on one of those many trips who hadn't been to St. Peter before and I had a hard time articulating just how bad it was. I just kept muttering about the beautiful trees.
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Date: 2008-03-31 12:30 pm (UTC)This is Minnesota. We need oaks and birches, poplars, stands of evergreens. Flowery fruit trees are all very well -- there's a little one in my front yard -- but we need more. And we needed more then, and we knew it.