Tomatoes and health care
Sep. 29th, 2010 11:00 amIt is a sad, sad week at our house. It is the week of the first grocery store tomatoes.
It's not that our tomato plants have stopped producing, and it looks like we'll have enough sun this week that some of the tomatoes may even ripen outdoors on the vine and actually taste better than the grocery tomatoes. They are not like the green beans and cucumbers, which are as dead as Marley. They're just not producing tomatoes reliably. And so the grocery tomatoes had to happen as a fallback. Because lack of tomatoes was not an option.
(Really not. Earlier this year, sources close to the
mrissa had a shorthand for talking to me about my daily life that was "what you're reading and what was in your salad." And I had to laugh, because it was all too accurate. There are days when I don't have a salad. I mean, I think there are. I just can't think of one. But we're out of the part of the year when the basis of the salad is "what's ripe and needs using up from the garden" and into the part of the year when the basis of the salad is brassicas from the grocery.)
But! The tomatillos are in fall craziness mode, to the point where I am willing to spare some of them for experiments and not save all of them in frozen goop form for chili verde base all winter. So there will be some cedar-planked fish with roasted garlic tomatillo sauce. I think it sounds wondrous. I think it sounds amazing. I think it sounds like something I will totally make someone else work the grill for.
In other news, I have been working on paperwork for our health care savings account. There are people who are touting these things as though they will cure cancer and halitosis, and now that I have folders and spreadsheets set up, they'll be a lot easier. But truthfully it seems to me that this thing is a lot of work for people who are seriously ill or disabled, and they're really best suited for people who are healthy and already have plenty of money. See if you can spot the flaw in this system! Seriously, there are a lot of things that work that way: they're set up supposedly to help people who are ill or disabled, but they are really only helpful if you have the time and energy of an able-bodied person. This summer and early fall has been particularly frustrating, since we have a household with three adults in it, and the able-bodied one has only been at home half-time. And then this month he's been sick the whole month. A lot of stuff kind of goes kaput when that happens. In our circumstance, we have resources to throw at the situation. We can throw money at it, and we can throw family and friends at it, and we have been, sometimes. But things will fall through the cracks, which is why I have lost a big chunk of my very limited work time to sorting out this stuff and setting up the system for it to work longer-term.
And my work is flexible, and we have these resources. I can do that. A lot of people would just be lost and permanently behind and would just have to drop that particular ball. Would just have to drop a lot of balls. And it frustrates me to know that something is being proposed as a solution by people who don't have any concept of what the problem is even like. Over and over again I run into people who seem to be saying that something works as long as nothing goes wrong. And I know that that's exactly the same as saying that it doesn't work.
It's not that our tomato plants have stopped producing, and it looks like we'll have enough sun this week that some of the tomatoes may even ripen outdoors on the vine and actually taste better than the grocery tomatoes. They are not like the green beans and cucumbers, which are as dead as Marley. They're just not producing tomatoes reliably. And so the grocery tomatoes had to happen as a fallback. Because lack of tomatoes was not an option.
(Really not. Earlier this year, sources close to the
But! The tomatillos are in fall craziness mode, to the point where I am willing to spare some of them for experiments and not save all of them in frozen goop form for chili verde base all winter. So there will be some cedar-planked fish with roasted garlic tomatillo sauce. I think it sounds wondrous. I think it sounds amazing. I think it sounds like something I will totally make someone else work the grill for.
In other news, I have been working on paperwork for our health care savings account. There are people who are touting these things as though they will cure cancer and halitosis, and now that I have folders and spreadsheets set up, they'll be a lot easier. But truthfully it seems to me that this thing is a lot of work for people who are seriously ill or disabled, and they're really best suited for people who are healthy and already have plenty of money. See if you can spot the flaw in this system! Seriously, there are a lot of things that work that way: they're set up supposedly to help people who are ill or disabled, but they are really only helpful if you have the time and energy of an able-bodied person. This summer and early fall has been particularly frustrating, since we have a household with three adults in it, and the able-bodied one has only been at home half-time. And then this month he's been sick the whole month. A lot of stuff kind of goes kaput when that happens. In our circumstance, we have resources to throw at the situation. We can throw money at it, and we can throw family and friends at it, and we have been, sometimes. But things will fall through the cracks, which is why I have lost a big chunk of my very limited work time to sorting out this stuff and setting up the system for it to work longer-term.
And my work is flexible, and we have these resources. I can do that. A lot of people would just be lost and permanently behind and would just have to drop that particular ball. Would just have to drop a lot of balls. And it frustrates me to know that something is being proposed as a solution by people who don't have any concept of what the problem is even like. Over and over again I run into people who seem to be saying that something works as long as nothing goes wrong. And I know that that's exactly the same as saying that it doesn't work.
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Date: 2010-09-29 04:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-29 08:50 pm (UTC)And there are definitely others for whom the dying is not optional, sad to say.
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Date: 2010-09-30 12:22 pm (UTC)But unfortunately I think the problem is larger than that. I think there are people who do care and do not fundamentally understand very well what it can be like to be coping with a long-term illness or disability. The people who honestly feel the way you describe or the way
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Date: 2010-09-29 05:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-30 12:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-29 06:00 pm (UTC)I'm grateful to everyone who pays their taxes, because they're paying my rent every month, and I'm grateful to the government for setting up the program that allows this to happen. I know I'm essentially getting money for nothing, because I am too broken to support myself. (Though, as you know, I work when I can, and in fact should hopefully be working again by October, now that school's back in. I have been chomping at the bit about this but they keep pushing the starting date back and grrrr.) I am equally grateful that programs like the savings plan exist at all, because chances are good my ability to save for supporting myself in my old age will be kind of crap, considering the circumstances. But fuck. In what world do I reliably have the energy to deal with all that? Especially when just getting to the bank requires finding someone who can give me a ride, because the location is awkward for bussing and I've spent the last six months being unable to walk half the time? It's better now, but now is way after the savings plan stuff needed to be dealt with. And I did deal with it, but I needed help on multiple fronts, and it was extremely frustrating.
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Date: 2010-09-30 12:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-29 07:47 pm (UTC)Am reminded of reading those pieces of advice about making your life more organised and efficient, which basically involve having an entire week, or possibly a fortnight, clear in order to get the pieces in place first. Huh. What one wants is how to cope when already running well behind and without stacking up yet more hassle.
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Date: 2010-09-30 12:32 pm (UTC)And sometimes one really does have to either use one's vacation time or take unpaid vacation time to deal with things that have stacked up, if one has an illness or disability or family crisis or any of a number of other things that happen in people's lives; sometimes those fortnights make themselves non-optional. It's just that the chirpy magazine articles never recognize that. "So your parent has just died and you are a complete wreck and have to deal with the estate in the absolute minimum amount of time so you don't have to live on cat food because your boss is a jerk and you took unpaid time off and the will isn't through probate yet and won't be for months," is just not a very snappy title for women's magazines, somehow.
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Date: 2010-09-30 03:10 pm (UTC)(The HSA itself, as a financial instrument, I have no complaints about. It's run through a local credit union. I now do all my banking with them.)
The theory behind high-deductible HSA plans is "consumer-driven health costs." That is, the more people see their own money going to doctors and nurses and hospitals and such, the more cautious they'll be about seeking care and the more price-shopping they'll do for the care they can't avoid. Because, you know, one's kidneys, say, are *exactly* the same kind of product as one's car or brand of cheese. I'm sure when I have that inexplicable recurring pain in my chest, I'll haggle the doctor down on the power windows, I mean, the various lab tests.
Which also supports the "only works if you actually have the resources" criticism quite well.
Tomatillos
Date: 2010-09-30 06:04 pm (UTC)Re: Tomatillos
Date: 2010-09-30 06:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-03 12:07 am (UTC)I may have just unintentionally illustrated your point. Hmm.
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Date: 2010-10-03 03:18 am (UTC)